I don’t know if this is cliche, or if I sound like some pissed off fan, but i’m not. I’m not angry there splitting up… I’m more or less hurt, and in shock. For 6 years Fall Out Boy was my heart. They were everything I ever believed in. And It could be worse. But I think what hurts most is that for months they were telling us they were find, then to see “I don’t think I could ever play in Fall Out Boy again” is like a GIANT stab to the heart. I’m glad they told us, I just wish it was before everyone got there hopes up for Fall Out Boy to come out with something great. And it kind of makes you wonder what you can or can’t believe. Today for the first time, I listened to ‘What A Catch, Donnie’ and I cried. Because it was not the same. It doesn not feel like fall out boy anymore. It feels like a broken heart. So yeah, i’m probably being very cliche, but I don’t care. This is how I feel, and I can’t find any way to describe it. Fuck i even took all 2,000 pictures of patrick off my computer because i can’t look at him without crying. It’s too soon to feel like everything is going to be okay again. At least for me anyways.
Megan.
